You see... I've lost my precious necklace pendant that I got from my grandparents (on my farther's side)..

Well there was a at least three things that made me down on saturday, but Im ok now ^^

Let me share the story..

First, I thought about a very precious person to me, and that this person lives so far from me makes me a bit sad :/

Scecond, I thought it was sad that me and my old friends from elementary school were going to meet on sunday(today) but it didn't happen... So it'll probabbly take some weeks before we can meet everyone again. Because no one of us are going to the same high school now.. We're drifting apart, and I don't like that ;_;

Third, I have lost my necklace pendant that I got from grandmother and grandfather when I got my name in the church (When I was a baby)..... That pendant meant very much to me.. Because both of them are dead, so I had that pendant when I was confirmed in the church (if that's what it's called), and because they couldn't be there, it meant a lot to me, and because I was wearing the necklace, it felt like they were there by my side... And I also had it when I graduated from elementary school in 9th grade... It felt the same there too....

And now, it's gone... I feel so empty.. I wont feel the same when I graduates from High School without it ;_;

Uhm what more have happened reasonly... OH YEAH, I dreamt a funny dream tonight.. It's a bit blurry but Imma share what I remember with you! YES YOU! ONLY YOU!

Here it is:

I dream about JaeJoong (from the Korean boy band DBSK/TVXQ). We were in a room, he played the piano and sang for me who sat on a chair/couch a bit away from him. I think I told him something that made him upset.. Here it's a bit blurry, but I have three different reasons WHAT i told him:

1. I told him about a sickness that I had been hidding from him.

2. I told him that I was from an other country

3. I told him that I was going to move back to my homecountry..

It could have been bother 2 and 3, and I said that and he got mad/angry so he stood up and screamed something in Korean at me.

(Here's a gap in the dream and we jump to another scene)

Ok so now, he's playing the song on the piano and singing it for his mother, but because he's still very upset, he loose his focus and forgets the words and the notes. And his mother seems very disappointed...

(And here's when I wakes up and realizes it's just a dreeeeeeeeeeam~ And a wonderful dream it was indeed)

Then I wrote it down, and falls back to sleep again... THEN I DREAM ABOUT ME AND TWO CHINESE GIRLS, WE'RE SUPER AGENTS, AND I SEEM TO KNOW FLUENT CHINESE, AND SHOOTS, AND WATER, AND AWESOMEEENNNNNEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS~~~~~

THEEEEEEEEEEE FREAKINGGGGGGGGGG ENDDDDDDDDD, Amen

(P.S. This is my apology for not being on my blog that much... Lot's of shit is going on in my brain, so I am really sorry for that... D.S)